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I've lost something
this is my brute concerto
I’m delirious
I’m the perfect choice
so read me
editor
or fuck off
it doesn’t matter
I suppose
the sun will still rise
and fame doesn’t help
nor money
the ocean still floats
and pain still lives
breathes
and fucks the essence out of me
I wake up. the alarm clock alarms me. I might die today or get promoted. despots sleep
easier. I shower. my small cock is afraid. he knows he may never get laid. he is
disconcerted like I. I draw funny cartoons on the bathroom mirror. I go back to bed.
what is this poem?
this death?
this living flesh?
I sit among artificial ego
drinking a coca cola
eating a ritz cracker
my cave, my room
where nobody knows the pain
like I do
I choke away small victories
smoke light cigarettes
and dread age
renew faith in misery
I go to work. my world is becoming complex. I see the world through a nicotine
windshield. I think of poems. of death. I need to find a woman to save me from all this.
my cock is shivering with fright.
this world never ends
I’ve lost something
I smoke too much
drinking is my hobby
a bird flutters by my window
like bacon in a frying pan
I’ve lost something.
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