ACT 1
If I unGluE
the Stitches++++
from my eyes
If I unTangle
mY guTs
will i see ?
me?
If I cuT off mY nipplES
-Will you leave?
If I shave mY pussY bettER---
will the World be KINDER?
nah
Or will "LuCY"
...help find ...
the Monster...in -me.
Or did she take too much.
ACT 11
Her pussy's
OH!!! soo---clean
and
me
well
I'm a BandAid QUEEN
FULL Of ColoR's
but......
I cAnT-SlEEP-
anD I COuLd=ScREam
YouR-OBLVIAN
yoUr-SweAT
an
YOuR PerCeptionS
ARE=NOT!
mY ConCeptionS
ok?
"YOURE S0-COLD)))
liFEs =A=BiTcH=
nOT AS SimPlE
As As oinon PiE
ACT 111
"IF I FlEW baCK iN tImE"
w0ulD iT bE
to another SilencE?
anothER=CellaR?
AnoThER---JUDGEMENT
OR
"WILL I RECEIVE YOU!
WITH THE WARMTH..
0F...."DeaTH"
HEY---
[I couldn't CARE-
LESS
[-Another-Replay]
anothER-BanDaid
ACT 1V
INSANE!
MY MISTAKE
I tripped in YoUr miSerY
You ScaREd mE
YoU-ProtEcTEd mE
buT-
YOU COULD NEVER GUARTANTEE mE
"From thE MouTH-that smootheS
SOON-THEN
HE CUTS!
"I SLIPPED ON A BANDAID TODAY"
"COUNTING mY cOINS"
STUCK ON THE GAME
FINAL ACT
SHOCK
A-reflection of
YourSELF.
now chill-go camping
Quote:
Age Of anger?
I Do Believe
YES !!!
Even the biggest Fat chic
Could Fornicate
me
Awwwww
Animals dont even act This Way---
Quote: Sumtimes I Think ...
HALT!
Im UNDER_______DRESSED
When I am ------Straight...
I==think=--about CHit
Losing all Faith-------in...
THE-"Calm"
MY NEW PERTINENCE....
...facing....Me.
Im UNDER_______DRESSED
like a uncircumsiZed Prick
.
Oh heres the PRIEST~
HA~the.....PerVERT...
ThE---Silencer
in,,my Dreams
Breathes a second more.....
ARE --We Etnally bathed in Illusions 0f===the past"
A Catolog of infinite devotion-to-this-BLACK POND-
MY NEW PERTINENCE.......facing....Me.
[i had a bird once ...
I didnt love him enuff~
i kept his feather*
When I am ------Straight...
I==think=--about CHit
Lossing all Faith-------in...
THE-"Calm"
And
THE " LIES " !!!!!!
We all =EXIT=...Til~.....Tommarrow
like a uncircumsiZed Prick
..I think..
naked by the p0ol.
Oh heres the
PRIEST~
HA~the.....PerVERT...
.ThE---Silencer in,,my Dreams
Breathes a second more.....
OH----------the " lies " the Lies............
My stomach -felt flat
and
I wiped the ashes
of his cigarette
off it
I always Tried To
Hide From him
All of my life
HE WEARS BLACK RAINCOATS....
HE Sells Dirty hats
He rides Long cars--
He's The Light..That
Slips through Walls
It was the 4th of july
and I was
a mess
The night Before...
and
fumbling...
I had PACKED
AS MANY
CELLARS
as I could into three Bags.
an i'm still here
"Catchin a slide shoW"
of the 4th of july
fireworks.
THE TV
on tv.. I WONDERED
what the
organge haired FAT girl ...
-ATE?
I..wondered why
she was
Giggling
into the Camera
she was a happy fool
but?
COULD SHE SWIM
in-MY BATHUB?...
?
Did she know me?
I Drifted -Into The HaLL
stepping in bits
of fried Rice
and cheap hairclips.
DID THE ORANGE HAIRED
FAT GIRL...
Live in A...MANSION?..
OH! HOW -I imaginged her!
spread out in her bed-
Recieving Flowers
From Skinny Men.
Eating
till her belly swelled.
like a patched pig.
All the while though..
sleeping on satin sheets....
pillowcases of
the "Jetsons"
and dreaming
Sweet=dreams
The thought--
made me more frantic!
THIS IS WHERE I LIVE!!!...
THIS IS MY BATHTUB!
Bending OVER-
MY TUB
I SAW THEM
Clear for once
"CenterFolds"
In A Rusted-drain
I FELT BLOOD
DRIPING DOWN
FROM BETWEEN
MY LEGS..
I Felt like
a
Winter=MUTE-
an
only they
could hear me
CHILLED-
I Skipped A Bone..
an so -THEY SANG TO ME- .
"night is your soul"
" Love is your blanket"
"I am the man who feeds YOUR Hole"
"Im Your One-Eyed dog"
COUNTING THE KNOTS++
n My Hair..
I lay
STRIPPED.
to My Lesson.
The Bathtub
DRAINED
TEMPT
me
DERANGE ME
Blindflolded
i.....
....could now SEE...
TELL ME....WHAT?
I've mastered DEATH
My hand slid over the rim
of the dirty tub ring
My head bent far
to kiss my own Lips<>
The FIRE WORKS Again
MY PartyDRESS on fire!
"EAT UNDER THE TUB"..!
while listening to memories~
While being able to Determine
Truth From A Lie ~
Or Illusion From Reality
~Or the MasterMind
From The Unclever Yuh see.
I Have Awakened From
A Long --Long----
--Sleep----
---you---
----have.....inspired me.
ALL OF YOU
and
...once again
SHE WAKES~UP
ON THE 4TH OF JULY
Dedicated To:
All Believers and Non-Believers....
of the realm of Insanity.
To "Lucy" * To Cait collins * still luv yuh chica
