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hiroshima and everything after
the print of your dress
burned into
your pretty skin
the room of ghosts
one window and one door and
all of the reasons
your life is a prison
a husband you hate
a child dead before its
first birthday
every act an act of enormity
no matter how small
and every word with at least
two meanings
what you say
weighed against
how freely you bleed
where you sleep
determined by how far
you're willing to crawl
each day
built imperfectly on
all of the ones that
came before it
notes on escape
on sunday afternoon
i would call the sky
fragile
i would push my hands
through this tired glass to
touch it
i have spent the
better part of my adult life
obsessing over missing fathers
and battered women
do you remember christmas
in the year
of burning churches?
the man we found
looked familiar but had
no use for your tears
wanted only money and
the news
that your mother was dead
and what did i say
six months later when you
finally walked away from me?
nothing
and now i love my wife
and i love my son
and it will do nothing
to help them live forever
i peel the skin
from my fingertips until
everything i touch
feels like pain
how many years will
we waste waiting for some
empty idea of beauty
to save us?
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