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Top Myself
 
Certainty. I will do this absolutely
Thoroughly without the blunder
Of waking up. Screw up, fuck up -
Why do foilbles indicate a sense of
' up ', of being on top - top myself -
How does this still mean 'up'; will I
Sail heavenwards elevated by my
Mistakes, is it nothing more
Than a loungeroom for fools & losers.
I came out on top of myself: did
I win against myself - did I really.
Is it easier to look from above
Down onto the perfect existence. Is this
Perfect existence below.
Is it in Hell? Is it Hell.
Cannot be
Anything else,
Hell is denial
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