"Trump," "The Organ Donor," and "There's so much shit in and around this house I can't help but think it's secretly on fire"
Trump
If you are looking out the oval’s window,
I hope you see a country like a broadened clementine
That loves the operatic suet of harmony;
Where, for birds, there’s continually compromise.
If not, you are not in America.
We are eagles. We are not living Eric Cartmans.
The Organ Donor
The phenomena of open bodies
Or their nude external jewels
cannot help but praise
And be praised like
Piles of clothes on the floor,
The gospel of skin and ligaments.
The heart is defined by blood.
Blood is defined as necessity.
The Liver is confined to a small corner,
it cowers from the smeared city
lights on Friday evening.
Giving
Is not always charity,
Religion cannot consistently
Penetrate the nod of rehabilitation.
A smile,
the curtsy of sharing.
The bodies are always open,
The epidermis
Needs another. The fingers
Grope the obsession of texture.
Dissection is accidental, the plied
Button-up or mountain tops of jeans
Remains a discovery
Of humans life – of all kinds
Slipping through the gospels,
Praising the ligaments
Belly-button,
Finger nail,
Knee-caps,
Ankles.
There’s a song in the human body – and those
Who share its dream, like an organ in the gut
Or a piano in a vestibule. It is moved by our blood.
Blood doesn’t have to define a heart;
It has to define necessity,
Holding the pulse of our song.
There’s so much shit in and around this house I can’t help but think it’s secretly on fire
That was the year the pine tree broke its hand,
Its shadow
Poised
Like a bent dart
without a goal for a point.
The neighborhood monkeys,
doused in kerosene,
Revolved around the tiny globules
Of loss and savagery
To pluck the yellow
From our past
Peeling it’s veil
Of solitude and hunger,
Shaping our soapsuds monster
Into nothing
We could ever hold
Without it blowing up in our face.
They were my anxieties
Screaming with the horror
Of losing their balloons
And burning with failing dominance.
I was wrapped in an alchemy
Of faded-blue clouds and the paint
Off hells front door
During memories
Paused by solemn street sign reflections
The way the pine trees hand looked
Raw and bent,
Discovering sense
In its tale of lies and senescence
In some pathetic gale,
Where I once
wallowed in
to soothe pain
With pain
In order
To validate their pointed fingers.
Dissolving arbitrarily
Are the divorces,
The crumbling homes
of twigs and cum.
That was the same year
Egypt was drilling
Itself into my skull
With furor
Dissecting involuntary
Spasms
From other lands I found in doubted alcoves;
I convulsed:
Nothing about that tree
Mattered to anyone else,
It was a wound
In mischief yard
Where disobedience
Played its racket-ball
Without a goal
Except
To drink before the game began
With rows of jokes
Piling up like garbage
To fall upon
Some timid body
Melting
Throughout displacement –
Subject to incontinent
Droplets – the hemi leaks oil,
The tree still mourns,
And the monkeys scream
The kerosene hymns
Of molested angels
Who never bowed before
A land
With leprosarium;
Were bound to the breaks
We have
Whether failing
Or not,
To answer the ambiguity
We hate to recognize
While standing alone
In our yard,
While waiting
For some dispensable
Pill
To gather our family’s bodies
Broken
Off the tree
That’s already crippled.
We’re caught
Between a circle of bricks –
A witch stirs
Domesticated coals
To breathe their smoke
And hand them air
Like steak for viscous puppies.
The rest
Without peace is bound in moans
As incessant tragedy orbits immature
And miniature
Around the fenced in yard
Where every morning
Saturn
Rolls around
In the delicate universe
Of its immaterial
Intimacy,
Ending up in shit, ruined
And posing for war.
Parker Jamieson reads their almanac of dreams to punctuate their writings. They are the editor of their community college’s quiet literary journal Mutata Re. They have been published in various journals and online formats, most recently, Anti-Heroin Chic, Outlaw Poetry, and the upcoming issue of The Wild Word. They go to school to study humans - how they understand - and why philosophy matters to all people, whether they know that or not.